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low chances of success. We even started thinking of going in for
adoption.

But, all was not lost yet. We got a message from Guruji to go in for
treatment as Guruji had blessed us for the same. On New Year’s Eve
of 2005, Guruji, while giving prasad to me said “Ja tainu dawai ditti
(I have given you medicine)”. And from the same day we started the
treatment.

It was not easy but Guruji helped us at every step to complete
the treatment. Be it physical pain or financial trouble or anything,
Guruji protected us throughout. On 13 February, on my birthday,
he gave us a gift when the report confirmed the ‘good news’. On 26
February 2006, which was Shivratri, I had a massive hemorrhage.
I was in terrible pain the whole day. Sumeet placed a photo of
Guruji by my side, after which I got some relief and was able to
sleep for an hour. In the evening, my brother-in-law Hitesh called
us up from Bade Mandir and told us that my name was in the aarti
list and that we should be there in time. Upon hearing this, tears
rolled down our eyes: how much Guruji cares for each one of his
sangat! Even though our doctor had given strict instructions that I
should not move out of the bed, not even to the bathroom, and I
did not even have the strength to get up the whole day, a miracle
happened after the phone call from Bade Mandir. I was not only
able to get out of bed, I got ready and reached Bade Mandir just in
time for the aarti.

Since the doctor had advised complete bed rest for a few days and
even forbade us to come to her, as any movement could have been
dangerous, we visited her after a few days. The doctor became pale
after examining me. She told us that it was a massive hemorrhage
and the placenta had been detached, but both the babies were fine
and growing well. That was another of Guruji’s miracle. Of course
we did not have the nerve to tell her that I had travelled nearly 80
km the other day.

After this incident I was prescribed very heavy dosages of
medicines, which were causing a lot of nausea. I was not able
to take such a dose; so every time I would pray to Guruji to save
me from the medicines. Soon I was diagnosed with jaundice due
to overmedication. The doctor had no choice but to stop all my
medicines. Thank you, Guruji, once again.

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