My brother came back from visiting Bade Mandir in October 2014 with quite an impression in mind: He told me that Guruji was Lord Shiva Himself. I did not believe Him. A month later, he shared Guruji's swaroop with me. At that time I was in big trouble. I gazed at Guruji's swaroop for a long time and found myself falling asleep.
And in my dream I had my first darshan of Guruji.
I was running inside a house and Guruji was chasing after me. After sometime, He sat down on a sofa kept in the drawing room. I stood outside it, looking in at Guruji from the corner of the door. Guruji suddenly said: "Mein tenu apne kol bulake rehna hai." (I will not give up till you come to me.) At that point, I woke up—shocked. The dream sequence was improbable. I told my parents about it and they insisted that I visit Bade Mandir. Foolishly, I ignored them, but gave in to my mother's repeated requests. I went to the Mandir a couple of times in February-June 2015. It felt good.
A month later, Guruji's birthday turned out to be the luckiest day of my life. 7 July 2015 was a day full of blessings for me. All the appointments I had for that day got cancelled on their own and I went straight to the lotus feet of my beloved Guruji. I was walking bare feet inside the Mandir with the rough stones on the path pricking me.
As it was, I had trouble walking. For the last one year, I had been suffering from torn ankles. Pain would flare up whenever I would stand up to walk. Doctors had advised me to get medication via injections, but I tried Ayurveda. It did not work. However, as I walked on that holy day, Guruji, who resides in my heart, assured me that He would heal me. I had divine chai and langar prasad and returned home.
After a week, I realized that my pain had vanished. Now I can't remember the last time it occurred. Guruji—Lord Shiva—has cured me.
Guruji took care of a complaint I made to Him as well.
I was watching the year 2007 Baisakhi function video with my family. Since I had met Guruji only in 2014, I renewed my complaint to Guruji about my late association with Him. I used to often ask Guruji why he called me so late into His sharan. I said I wanted to sit at His charan.
The very next day was Monday. I went to Bade Mandir for His darshan. At the rear of the temple, I bowed down before the swing kept for Guruji. At that moment, I had a spasm in my left knee. I tried to stand up, but I had a muscular spasm in my right knee as well. So, I simply I sat down on the ground besides my Guruji's charan. The spasms were a recurring problem.
I heard Guruji's voice in my inner ear: "Hun vi koi shikayat hai tannu?" (Do you still have any complaint?) I sat there for two minutes and stood up without any difficulty. After that, I didn't have spasms again. Guruji had fulfilled my wish of sitting at His charan -and relieved me of a problem.
I am very thankful to Guruji, for He is the ultimate God. He is my saviour and has saved me from countless problems numberless times.